Thursday, November 15, 2012

Africa is Not Washington... But it's still pretty wonderful!

Hi everyone!
The other morning I woke up, look through my mosquito net to the red dirt and palm trees outside and I had this strange reality check… I am in Africa. Africa… yes,  Africa. And the weird thing is, here I am almost three months into my stay here, and I still can’t believe that sometimes. Some days I stop and look around me and wonder, “How is this my life?” How is it possible that I am sharing life with people of a completely different culture half way across the world? How is it possible that six months ago the biggest decision I needed to make was what I would eat for breakfast every morning, and here I am praying about which country God wants me to go to next. Which country should I go to next? Yeah. It’s Tanzania, by the way, I leave for my two month outreach in Arusha, Tanzania in two weeks! Crazy, right?! But anyway, my point is that  I am still in shock at where God has lead me and is leading me; what he has done, is doing, and is going to do in my life. He’s teaching me that being a missionary isn’t a job, it’s not even a label. It’s about your character, it’s a personality. It’s about loving unconditionally, giving generously, and humbly serving. It’s about being a foot- washer. It’s about laying down your rights for the sake of others. Yes, I can feel every two-by-four supporting my ultra-thin mattress when I sleep, but at least I have a bed. And yes, sometimes when I wash my clothes my wrists bleed, but at least I have clothes. And we share our room with rats, but at least I have a roof over my head. And some days I wish I wasn’t eating posho and beans every day, but guess what? At least we have food to eat, when thousands of children on this very continent won’t eat today. Or tomorrow.  And sometimes I feel like the need is too great for me to make a difference; that this culture is too different from home for me to ever really fit in. But then I remember that I am living God’s dream for my life. He brought me here, and it is by his grace that I have the privilege of being submerged into this culture. By his grace, I can serve and make a difference in people’s lives here. It is my privilege to everyday wake up and learn more, love more, serve more, give more, and submit more to God and his plans for my life. I love waking up in the morning and remembering that God is on this amazing adventure, mission really, to love, redeem, and bring life to this world, and that he has invited me, he has invited all of us, to join him! And when we live out of that realization- when we align our mission with his and align our hearts with his, he can use us in amazing ways… no matter where we are! It doesn’t matter if you are in an over-crowded taxi in the middle of Uganda, or on a high school bus in the States, God can use you. It doesn’t matter if you pass street children in Jinja or a homeless man in downtown Bellingham- God wants to use you to show that he provides for our needs. That he uses his people to feed the hungry. Isn’t that our job? Our mission as believers? To feed the hungry. To give hope to the lost. To defend the orphans. To love the unlovable. To care for the widows.  It doesn’t matter if you are a teacher, business man, doctor, construction worker, student, or full time mom- this is our mission. You are a missionary. If you truly love Jesus and believe that he has changed your life—it only makes sense that you reach out and offer the hope you have found to others.  And I wish I had realized this sooner. I wish I would have made it more of a priority to use every day, every opportunity to shine Jesus’ light. To be bold with my testimony in every environment, in every situation. In Bellingham. On the streets. In school. At the grocery store. Why not? What did I have to lose? What do you have to lose?

I think one of the coolest, most amazing, thrilling thing I have ever done is introduce and watch people become friends with Jesus. To join his family. To join my family. To find the hope, joy, and true love that can only come from a relationship with the creator of the universe. And when I watched poor, dirty, old widows living in mud huts in a village (where widows have no rights at all), find hope and joy for the first time in years because they learn that Jesus sees them, loves them, and cares for them—I am reminded at just how personal our God is. And when I see street kid’s faces light up because of a simple snack, and then bow their heads and thank God for providing for their needs- I’m reminded of just how tangible our God is. And when I see a group of teenage girls crying in joy because Jesus has come into their lives, touched their hearts, forgiven them, and shown them the dreams he has for their future- I realize just how powerful our God is. Nothing is impossible with God, and no one is too far gone to be redeemed by God.  And I love watching God work. I love being used to do God’s work. This is life. This what we have been made for, to be in relationship with God and relationship with others. To love God and love others. And the cool thing is that it’s universal! You can be in Japan and living true life. You can be in Ireland and living true life. You can be in Africa, America, Singapore, or Mexico and the core to life is the same. It’s so simple, but so fulfilling. And my prayer is that all people of all nationalities will one day know this life, and live the dreams they have been destined to. How fun would that be?!

Anyway, I would be more than thrilled if you could keep me and my team in your prayers for these next two months as we minister in Tanzania. I think some of the challenges I will personally face will be language barrier (Swahili still not a strong suit) and Christmas (…no snow… or family… ). If you could also pray that God will be our strength- this will be a challenging and trying two months mentally, physically, and spiritually- but also a great opportunity to learn to lean on God more. Also, pray for unity among our team, protection, good health, and pray for God to soften the hearts of the people we will be serving. That just our presence will shine God’s love. J

Thank you so much for your prayers, support, and love. You all mean so much to me, and I miss you tons!

All my love,

Kelsey

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Jinja Market with Fyre
 
 Kakira Market... this is where we buy our food!
 
The Kiddos :)

Oranges are green in Uganda!

Just can't get away from the Everything skit...

Me making chapati!
Sometimes Africans forget to make sure your face is in
the picture :)

Rossette Getting Baptized!

My roommates!
 
Shaving Telephores Head!
 
 
Playing in the rain.... lots of rain.


 
Lindsey, Rut, Heather, Me, Carmen, Rossette, Kelly, Sarah and Shanna
This is how we wash clothes!
The Year for God Team!
 Kayla, Heather, Me, Joseph, Kelly and Sarah
We were going to a wedding!

My dear friend Shanna <3

At an open air "crusade" in Wairaka :)

My friend Arafat! Pretty much sums up our friendship...
 
So. much. Joy!

5 comments:

Buhler family said...

Thank you for sharing Kelsey! Loved to see your beautiful smile in the pictures! Loved even more to see your heart & hear your excitement for God & His work through your words. You are a great encouragement to me and gave us some good challenges and reminders that we here in the "west" so easily forget. I'll be praying for you and your team as you move on in the direction that God's leading.

Carrie said...

No words... just love. <3 <3 <3

Conne Pursley said...

You preach it girl! Oh YAH! oh YAH! Amen! Halellujah! Can you hear me baby?
My eyes are filled and you are anointed. You are full of the Spirit and that just means people will come to know Jesus because of your devotion to HIM! oh YAH! Oh YAH! Pure excitement--you can't help but have that when people are coming to know the Lord!
It is quite the humbling experience to "wash people's feet". To live life so that others may come to know Jesus. There's nothing like it..."Better is one day in His house, than 1,000 elsewhere".
I LOVE SEEING THE PICS! You are so beautiful. AND it's our Kelsey being silly and showing us the same things you've always loved- your friends, food, shopping, and kids.
You are LOVED DEARLY by the Pursley fam and we pray for you every day. The kids and Dan pray for you on the way up Yew St to school.
Enjoy your outreach darling, be used. We will miss you much during the Christmas season.
xxoo
Conne

Anonymous said...

Kelsey Palmer!!! Fighting back tears in my eyes as I was reading your post... A few tears of sadness because you are missed so much, but mostly tears of joy because of how proud I am of you. God is using you to introduce people to Jesus. There is no greater job, and no greater joy in this life!

Your passion is contagious, and your impact will be eternal. Thanks for the strong words of challenge for us back home. It's so easy to let life go on day by day and forget what we were truly made to do. What do you think about doing a Skype date with 412 sometime soon? Before you to go Tanzania? We got to do that with Bethie a couple weeks back and it was amazing.

Love you! Proud of you! Miss you!
PDiddy

EBartScribe said...

Really loved this summary and transition post....! Yes, Kelsey, I will continue to pray for your time in Tanzania...! How awesome you get to go to another country, after having experienced Uganda...!!! And I loved all your photos, including the England ones.
Back here at Hillcrest, we have almost got the Benamos School brochure ready for printing. Kim Hendrickson has done an excellent job of layout...! All in all the year is turning out a success, with even much more work ahead... I can sooo sympathize with the zeal in your writing, Kelsey; it shimers up off the page....!
May God continue to give you
journeying and outreach mercies, and we'll be thinkin' of ya during the Advent and year-end season.

In labors for Jesus, Everett Barton